“Round 2″ Ding!

We are back at it.  Second round of IUI.  I’ve finally found my “place”.  That easy going, living in the moment mentality.  It took awhile.  After we received the green light from the doctor, I wasn’t quite there.  I was still a bit turbulent inside.  Just not settled.

Day one started on Tuesday and I’m ready!  Day 2 we went in for a baseline ultrasound and everything looks great!  The tech (who was all sorts of wacky hilarious) said “she couldn’t have seen a better ultrasound” and she explained all the parts and what was going on.  Perhaps this happened with round one and my brain was too jumbled to remember but I appreciated it this time.  I feel good and I’m trying to stay active for both physical and mental reasons.  I’m taking each day and each step on it’s own.  Not thinking about all the steps in the process and all the hurdles we have to jump.  I’m in the now. I’m not thinking or comparing others to me.  This is my journey and it will make it that much more special in the end.  I’m mentally centering myself and finding some inner peace.  It feels good to be back on track and back in the ring!

Here’s a song that I find stuck in my head

Haven’t Met You Yet – Michael Buble

I’m not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,

I tried so very hard not to lose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm…….
I just haven’t met you yet.

Mmmmm ….

I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it’s half timin’, and the other half’s luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it’s right,
You’ll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin’,
And BABY your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm….

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I’ll give so much more than I get, mmmm….
I just haven’t met you yet.

They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we’ll get it right an’,
we’ll be united

and I know that we can be so amazin’,
And bein’ in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm

And someday I know it’ll all turn out,
And I’ll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it’ll all turn out,
and you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven’t met you yet.

I just haven’t met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love…..
I just haven’t met you yet
Love love love …..
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven’t met you yet!