We can do anything…

I tried.  I did.  I tried going into this ultrasound with a level head and able to take whatever may come.  It could be all the drugs pumping through me also and my wild hormones.  Anyways we went in to see how my follicles were doing.  Long story short…they just aren’t ripe.  Unlike last time when they had 2 mature folicles waiting to become eggs, which meant trigger shot and insemination.  Bam bam!  And we are supposed to be “favoring” my right ovary since there is a chance my left is blocked.  And there’s not much going on over on the right.

So they’ve extended my follicle stimulating hormone (fsh) shots for 3 more days.  We go back in on Monday for an ultrasound and hopefully there will be some big beautiful follicles just waiting to be triggered.  I think I’ve lost it.  Or maybe there won’t be anything and life still goes on.  What’s another month in the grand scheme of things???  We will get there.

Dave Matthews Band : You & Me

Wanna pack your bags, Something small
Take what you need and we disappear
Without a trace we’ll be gone, gone
The moon and the stars can follow the car
and then when we get to the ocean
We gonna take a boat to the end of the world
All the way to the end of the world

Oh, and when the kids are old enough
We’re gonna teach them to fly

You and me together, we could do anything, Baby
You and me together yes, yes (x2)

You and I, we’re not tied to the ground
Not falling but rising like rolling around
Eyes closed above the rooftops
Eyes closed, we’re gonna spin through the stars
Our arms wide as the sky
We gonna ride the blue all the way to the end of the world
To the end of the world

Oh, and when the kids are old enough
We’re gonna teach them to fly

You and me together, we could do anything, Baby
You and me together yes, yes

We can always look back at what we did
All these memories of you and me baby
But right now it’s you and me forever girl
And you know we could do better than anything that we did
You know that you and me, we could do anything

You and me together, we could do anything, Baby
You and me together yeah, yeah
Two of us together, we could do anything, baby
You and me together yeah, yeah
Two of us together yeah, yeah
Two of us together, we could do anything, baby